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Hola, everyone! The Androgynous King is here, finally. Don’t call me “them”. Call me by my name – the One. I'm going to take everyone on a journey untraversed by a great multitude. This is where you will be tackled with the choice of facing: your lower vibrating self or the face of the outcome of its work. Our lower selves have many hideous faces that show up in our nightmares and our daily lives. We can no longer hide or run from those faces. Humanity is overdue for its evolution. Look in the mirror as you listen to my podcasts, and ask yourself, “do I love this person I see; and, am I truly that person?” Well, enough about you for you right now. Let’s get on this roller coaster and start talking about the you for the rest of humanity... while I talk about me.

The world is changing and so are we! Those of us who are awakened, or at the beginning of this process, are having a hard time trying to navigate through what's going on in the world from this new perspective. This, sometimes, can come in the form of new or increased mental health concerns that make life more confusing and difficult than it already is. However, this podcast is not just for people struggling to grasp normalcy; it's for anyone trying to make sense of our preordained reality. I will be helping everyone, no matter their situation, to understand this new way of being by candidly touching on subjects that affect everyone across the globe - such as, mental health, religion/spirituality, societal problems, the daily lives we lead, and many other difficult subjects we have a hard time discussing and digesting. And, how all of those things tie us together as individuals in one collective human race. We will work together to take all of this information and the inherent lessons in the events in our lives and in the world, and use them to heal as individuals first, then as humanity. But, be warned! This is not your typical wholesome, tough love podcast. You will learn how to tell your problems to go fuck themselves from a place of unending love.

Most of our unresolved trauma stems from our childhood and compounded by life's events. When we have unresolved trauma after trauma, it erodes our energetic and mental strength. Then, we go to people who push meds on us to band-aid the symptoms but don’t really provide effective or useful methods to face and work through our mental duress and replenish our energies. We have to find and face our own individual pain points so that we can heal them. This will strengthen our energetic and mental foundations so that we are better fortified for our battle with the contemptuous whore we call, or that is, life. That bitch and I have had many run-ins, but following the Jesus Christ ideology (not the whole of Christian belief or the man, but his teachings and my Soul’s purpose), I subdued that ass. Now, we chill on cosmic beaches planning our work for humanity, together. You can, too, for your God-given purpose. So, leash and check your bitch, and see how she changes for the better. She, nor anything other than the omniscient Creators, should not be controlling you. Ever! Reins are my gift to humanity.

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Life is about the journey and making it to the finish line, but there are things we need to do on that journey. If we run a marathon, we don’t just run. We still need to eat well days before, stretch prior, & hydrate during. However, we’re doing too much of nothing by doing a lot of busy work that have no real value to push us in the direction of our paths. I use “operating optimally” a lot in my episodes. It means that we are not vibrating at our highest energetically, mentally balanced, and physically free of internal restraints that stem from vibrating at a low plateau. We need to raise that benchmark and never plateau. There’s always room for spiritual improvement.

When on a team, the only time you should think as an individual is when you are building yourself to be the best version of you that you can be to build your team to its best form. It is still a collective effort for each individual to grow as a master of their craft. Using football as an example, every lineman has their job of maximum skill improvement so that the quarterback can function in his/her position. And, that quarterback has to be their best at connecting and building synergy with each team member to advance the ball to the goal and each other on the team. If anyone lacks communication, athleticism, mental strength, etc., the entire team can fail. This is where individual acuity of their unique position is as important as being a part of that team. It is symbiotic and creates a realm of individual collectiveness. Overall, this is the very definition of team from the individual standpoint, and a team is only as great as the individual members of that group. Utilize your team so that you can be the best you can be in the group you belong to, and so that group can be a bomb ass team for humanity.

It isn't selfish to use a teammate as a resource to build yourself up. As stated, it may be their job to be that person for you. I speak often about reciprocity, and this is one of those moments. On the receiving side of allowing them to play their position, that person can help you grow into the best you that is needed to impact the world. On the giving side, you are blessing that person with the needed opportunity for them to grow into the best version of themselves by helping you. The most beautiful example of reciprocity and teamship where everyone wins. It isn’t a one-way situation where you are simply taking and not giving anything in return. Not using the gifts of support people is a selfish act and works against you when you may have a conditioned mind of thinking that it is, in fact, a selfish act to use them for their actual purpose. You deprive yourself, the resource, and your team of all its due glory in growth by thinking you’re doing a good thing of giving back what the Universe is gifting you. That is a backwards thought pattern that needs to be trashed for an altruistic, collective thought pattern. You’re doing no one any favors and more harm than any good by being unwittingly but subconsciously selfish. You give by receiving, and vice versa. Learn and practice reciprocity. It creates balance in the energetic ether. And, most certainly, don’t forget to give of yourself in being a resource to someone else so they will grow to be a resou

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Be advised, this episode was recorded in an office setting where I couldn't be loud & clear, so the second chapter is a little distorted but still audible, while the first & third are too clear, enough for listeners to hear my nose hairs swaying in the wind as I speak. Keep in mind I recorded the first few batches to come a year before I even considered being a podcaster, let alone an audio editor. Audio editing is a complete succubus bitch, so you all better enjoy this shit. Transcriptions are available because I care.

Emotions have a molecular effect on our bodies. People who internalize more or have issues with maintaining lighter moods have a higher likelihood of health problems that can range from migraines to cancer. This, also, goes the other way for people who are always happy. They usually do not have as many health concerns, if any at all. People who have a hereditary disease or high predisposition to certain diseases will benefit most from maintaining happier moods as some of the chemicals that are released have a positive effect on bitch cells, like cancer. At every level, we are affected by our moods.

The brain does its part in the body as the power center but how we think, how/what we feel emotionally/physically, etc. is different across every person. What works for one person may/will not work for the next when it comes to doctors/therapists, medications, etc. It’s so important that we be an actual functioning part of our own mental health treatment and wellness, and stop leaving it completely up to others to fix. Why should anyone be tasked with fixing your bullshit while you remain fucked up because you aren’t/don’t want to be active in your own damn process? Looking at oneself is difficult but we cannot allow someone else’s biased eyes lead our soul’s way. We must be accountable to/for our own soul’s evolution and progression. Nothing external will ever be able to help you heal internally. We must always refer to our own capabilities, strengths, & even finding closure, forgiveness, and solace in our traumas & weaknesses – all, to help us heal.

If you’re on meds now that aren’t helping, talk to your doctor about changing them or tapering down/off to see how u do with switching up to more CBT/PT and less/no meds. If they don’t want to help you work through balancing your moods in a more natural way, find another doc that’s willing to do what’s best for you. That’s absolutely your right. You're not married to the first one you see. Albeit, good ones are hard to find and this is the reason most depressed people stay where they are in the downward spiral of the vortex.

Fear is something we have manufactured as a race of beings. It isn’t a real, psychologically (emotional or mental) tangible thing. We cannot fear what we discover in our closets or our face(s) behind our face. We must make those discoveries so that we can evolve into our best selves. If we don’t, the face we hide will become our true face. I ask again, will we be happy with what we see? I put this here as a reminder to love yourself enough to not fear you.

“There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: b

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We have a tendency to self-sabotage ourselves then develop immensely paralyzing blockades to growth and well-being that we call fears. For example, some people have a fear of Mondays. Not just the typical, “Mondays,” but high anxiety-fueled fears about a Monday. It’s called lunaediesophobia. Things that give us extreme anxiety or make us relive any trauma gives us the most irrational fears. Going in to the place that gives us the most angst lends to the anxiety or despair we feel as the weekend winds down. We fear facing the negative mental and physical feelings and the torment that these things conjure up. However, we actually have total control of every one of our situations that we actively choose not to control. Sticking with our example, we can’t change our coworkers’ behaviors and habits, and we may not even be in a position to change our jobs in the immediate short term, but we can change our perspectives of/how we deal with it until we find a more pleasurable employment experience. After that work is put in, we will notice the fear of Mondays will fade. We will recognize that that wasted anxious energy could've been focused on maintaining a positive mindset put into changing our circumstances sooner. But, as with any of our experiences, there are lessons in them. Anything that comes in to challenge us is meant to push us in the right direction, and we have to choose the best outlook that's conducive to a healthy mindset and staying on track with living our best lives.

Way too many people claim to be these extremely faithful people when they have all of these fears of every ridiculous thing. We should always remember that when it's our time, there’s nothing we can do to change that. It's, in fact, the only thing we absolutely cannot change in our lives. Thus, we must always live our lives to the fullest, irrespective of fears or anything external that counters that. We have to stop discounting our and God’s potential while living with fake faith. Those who believe in our Creators say they have faith in one breath then will say “but” and spew bullshit in the next. This isn't complete faith. You have to trust what the Universe has in store for you. You can't stop living because of your fake faith and fear. Bolster your faith and strength in upholding that faith. Your phony ass is flat out lying to God and to yourself. Then, will have the temerity to fake pray and genuinely ask why shit isn’t working out for you. Well, were you expecting God to give you what you want when you present Her with counterfeit love? If you unconditionally love yourself, you'll never have excuses, fears, and all the other unnecessary, nonsensical bullshit that people come up with. Anxieties and fears are solely to push us to be better, not to stunt us in our growth and living. So, stop fake being faithful and stop fake loving yourself and God. If everything seems to turn to shit, this is exactly why. So, love Source and love yourself unconditionally as you love the things that are comfortable but not necessarily good.

This verse applies in many places. You will see. Fear is like an ouroboros that lies within itself, and is itself.

“There is no fear in love; but perfect

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I knew very early on what my path was, but it took the following years figuring out how to best live out that path and pinpointing the best route to take on it. It took lots of dealing with dirty, selfish people, psychological suffering, and internally dying and healing repeatedly (my cycle of resurrections) to achieve the level of enlightenment that I have. It's all for my soul’s purpose to bring service to others. Ginormous, earth-moving surprise, I actually hate talking about myself, which is unusual for a Leo. It's to show that everyone can reach this point of needing and wanting the same for others. It isn't impossible nor an insurmountable task. No matter what a person goes through, it's not meant to stop them from living and finding their purpose. It takes real work that we don’t want to do since it requires us to face the demons we prefer to keep hidden. Let those bitches out, face them, embrace them, then send them back to hell and weld the portal. We have to face them to become our best selves and live our best lives in our fullest potentiality. I talk about myself to put things into context to show that I'm one who practices what they preach with a firm knowledge of the information I'm giving. This is what society requires so I'm just giving the ridiculous superficialities people feel are necessary in a world we all despise.

Perfecting one’s self for their calling, generally, isn't a sin or taboo. It's absolutely necessary, but we've been brainwashed to believe that we should settle, not make any waves, and not want to be the better versions of ourselves we need to be for the rest of humanity. We absolutely must do this if we're going to find our passions and follow them. Our passions always lead us back to ourselves for the sake of the people in our close communities and the rest of humanity. Ipso facto, shitty people aren’t usually good people to follow, have in our environment, or seen as reliable in their claims of altruism in their actions, so it only makes sense that we need to be lighter, higher vibrating people in order to be the change for ourselves and the world that we want to see. The saddest part of this is when people don’t think their low vibe energy and negative habits and thoughts have nothing to do with other people. This is the baseline problem in the world and many of the selfish reasons why we are where we are. Low vibe people can siphon energy from higher vibe people as well as lower their vibrations unintentionally, even when people attempt to protect themselves from it. It happens most with the people we care for, thinking they are perfect as they are and higher vibe people are wrong in their thoughts about the lows they love. The tether of love is the way this happens. It's a constant connection that can always be used as a line to feed on any positive energy or to share the lower vibrating energy one possesses. Additionally, negative energy in itself can’t bring light energy on a large scale. If you have a stock 3 or 4 cylinder car, you can’t expect it to run quarter miles around a stock biturbo 8, 10, or 12. We have to be good people made of our purest light to bring beautiful light to others to help them illuminate others in their lives. So, clean the shit from your

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Forgive my voice here. This was a busy day of fussing at people and recording multiple episodes about the dumb shit humans do. 2 Timothy ch. 2 explains everything we need to know about our lives and finding our Soul’s purpose - what we’re here to do. We must know that the resurrection is symbolic of our own evolution. Jesus shed the old life and moved on to eternal life which is in God, as God is within us - The I AM, straight like that. He was ridiculed and chastised as we know, but as he hung strong and in his light, he said fuck y'all low vibrating hoes. The resurrection, in its simplest terms, is we need to shed this old zombie life we stagger through every day, and live in our strongest, brightest light while working in one’s official capacity here so we can live eternally in our highest form once our job is done. Our souls are tethered to a higher power that is trying to lead us in the right direction. Yet, the ego is steering us wayyy left.

We all have a job to do, so get that ass up, stop hitting snooze, & get your ass to work. You likely begrudgingly hit that snooze button every morning because of that disdain I mentioned in other episodes; lack of sleep due to anxiety, depression, or a jacked up circadian; or, just not liking your shitty minimum wage paying employers for a myriad of reasons, to slave every day to make someone else fat, happy, and rich. So, create a life where you won’t ever need, or want, to hit the snooze button. The only good reason to hit it is due to going to bed too late from having a too raunchy & sexy yestreen; although, there is no such thing as anything being too raunchy & sexy in my raunchy & sexy gutter mind. Look into your darkness and pull out your light. Discover your passion. It’s usually right in front of us but our minds & views are tainted with everything else. We aren’t acquainted with or don’t see our good, but we know quite well all of our bad - what it looks like, what it’s called, & what color thongs it’s wearing next Tuesday. Switch your focus, and your life will markedly improve almost instantly. Stop being a trash magnet and attract beauty, happiness and light.

Torture is only fun when there's more than one person. So, if you are a masochist, continue on by all means. If not, then you need to step out of your comfort zone and be different in your own life. Stop living for everyone else until you have embraced and fortified your foundation and reached your apex. Right now, most of you are wandering around life like the walking dead, literally. Look in the mirror as if you are a stranger and ask yourself who you are. Who are you? If you mention things like work, family, friends, etc., then start over. You are asking who you are not what/who you are to those people or things, and whatever other irrelevant positions you play. As I said in my book, people are everything from a coworker to a parent or spouse to a child of someone, but most people couldn’t tell you who they are outside of those ways of being, considering those ways are for other people. Some people may find their passion in their life's warm-up exercises. The end is often found at the beginning

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This episode applies to everything from abortion rights, bigotry, to love and lots of things in between. In the examples I used, people who beat the odds are showing others in the world that they're not alone and it's very much possible to ascend above antiquated thought patterns in our society, and live a full, loving life despite being in a world that’s fueled by hatred. So, soaring above all the madness that exists in this world is paramount to humanity’s continued evolution and success, especially those full of hatred of any human being that doesn’t look or think like them.

People try to knock blocks off of people’s Maslow’s, the very basic things every single human being is entitled to simply for being born on this earth, just to suit their inane bigotry. If you are this type of person trying to control people’s lives, pony up those coins bitch. All people are just trying to live, and some people’s foibles should be nowhere in anyone’s individual life equation.

Do you fear things that you don’t understand? Just because you don’t believe in something, fear it, or have never heard about it, doesn’t negate its existence or value, especially to other people. Simultaneously, we have to ask whether that thing we don’t understand or misunderstand comes from religious belief contradiction or a place of hate because we don’t like what’s different for/from us in whatever category of person (homosexual, different race, lower class, other belief system, etc.). In any case, it’s not coming from a place of love, but it could very well come from a place of fear. All beliefs tell us to love one another. One can’t truly love as one says they do if there is hatred for another. We shouldn’t respond to different/unfamiliar things with hatred and other negativity. In being the perfect hypocrites, try asking yourselves, WWJD. Would he ever deny those people, or anyone, love? Would he hate those people enough to kill them daily in droves? …and, every other question one can ask about Jesus’ actions in today's society. Since some “Christians” ride the Bible in their condemnation rodeos, here’s something they can fall on:

“There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.” 1 John 4:18 KJV

Our blinders and idiosyncrasies can stop people from living their best lives. It's no one’s “right” to piss on someone else’s God-given path. Being a bigot, judgmental, or in any way unhelpful to people you don’t even know, only hinders your own growth and stands in the way of your happiness. What other people do, or who they are, have nothing to do with you. It’s your own degeneration and misery that is your roadblock. No one is trying to take away anyone’s privilege as if this is elementary school. So, please, grow the fuck up. Everyone on the playground just wants to be treated fairly like any other human being, as is a very basic thing to do. Be better human beings and let others be that, also, in their own way. We all expect other people to leave us the hell alone and let us live, but there are some who feel they have been imbued with the power to make decisions on other people’s bodies and lives. Women already deal with chauvinism; and,

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Omnipresent love comes in many forms. Don’t be the doctor who sends sick patients home because of their inability to pay. You find every technicality in the book to justify doing it. That patient then goes home, and dies. You've knowingly & willingly killed them. This isn't love of your fellow brothers & sisters. Do you feel good about yourself at the end of the day? Did you think about the impact it'll have on the loved ones of the decedent; or, rather, do you care or have full regards of your actions’ effects on people you don’t even know? Although, we shouldn’t have to pay for love, it’s nothing wrong with a good neighborhood $2 hoe or $3k Vegas slice every now & then. Just don't go to the doctor above if you bring something home you can't get rid of.

Homosexuality in the Bible isn’t explicitly clear. We've many books that mention marriage referring to male & female roles, but books like Romans & Leviticus that speak of “immoral sexual behavior” being an abomination are all someone’s misrepresentation and conjecture on what God wants. When Paul wrote his letters to the Romans condemning homosexuality, he had an agenda to get a prestigious seat at Rome’s church table. We've to remember the Romans were trying to convert everyone to Rome’s version of Christianity (early Catholicism) and condemning those who were not obeying, like the non-Christian Jews, and killing them. So, we're supposed to listen to this as God’s word when it's a self-serving man’s vision of how the world should be by his own agenda and biases, as well as his support of the force and violence used to get people to convert? Have we not learned anything in this country’s past 400 years of small-minded people thinking that other human beings should be what they deem them to be and said people should be graciously accepting of that vision, while whosoever disagrees are lesser human beings met with death; or, the consistent news of Catholic clerics ritualistically practicing pedophilia and other “immoral sexual behavior”, then it all being swept under a rug because of their positions in the church? None of us should base our lives on what some rando wants that’s not exactly what God truly wants. This is what we need to break free from, as we are all free people! We should honor the truths delivered directly from God but be wary of those that come from any human in a mass control attempt – an act that still lives alive and well in general society and the Catholic and other Christian churches.

God doesn't condemn people for acting in love despite what any human has to say about how that love is shown, especially when we're following God’s main tenets on how we should love and treat one another despite our differences. She also did not call on any particular person to make these rules on her behalf, specifically not in the way of murdering people who do not fall in line. If God comes down here and verbally says it’s a horrible thing, it's individual souls that'll be judged by God on their own. That’s none of your business, hoe.

In the past 2 years, almost everyone has lost people they loved. The very basis of grief is love. I’ll fully talk about grief in an upcoming episode but it's just as relevant to love as death or loss is to

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