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Hola, everyone! The Androgynous King is here, finally. Don’t call me “them”. Call me by my name – the One. I'm going to take everyone on a journey untraversed by a great multitude. This is where you will be tackled with the choice of facing: your lower vibrating self or the face of the outcome of its work. Our lower selves have many hideous faces that show up in our nightmares and our daily lives. We can no longer hide or run from those faces. Humanity is overdue for its evolution. Look in the mirror as you listen to my podcasts, and ask yourself, “do I love this person I see; and, am I truly that person?” Well, enough about you for you right now. Let’s get on this roller coaster and start talking about the you for the rest of humanity... while I talk about me.

The world is changing and so are we! Those of us who are awakened, or at the beginning of this process, are having a hard time trying to navigate through what's going on in the world from this new perspective. This, sometimes, can come in the form of new or increased mental health concerns that make life more confusing and difficult than it already is. However, this podcast is not just for people struggling to grasp normalcy; it's for anyone trying to make sense of our preordained reality. I will be helping everyone, no matter their situation, to understand this new way of being by candidly touching on subjects that affect everyone across the globe - such as, mental health, religion/spirituality, societal problems, the daily lives we lead, and many other difficult subjects we have a hard time discussing and digesting. And, how all of those things tie us together as individuals in one collective human race. We will work together to take all of this information and the inherent lessons in the events in our lives and in the world, and use them to heal as individuals first, then as humanity. But, be warned! This is not your typical wholesome, tough love podcast. You will learn how to tell your problems to go fuck themselves from a place of unending love.

Most of our unresolved trauma stems from our childhood and compounded by life's events. When we have unresolved trauma after trauma, it erodes our energetic and mental strength. Then, we go to people who push meds on us to band-aid the symptoms but don’t really provide effective or useful methods to face and work through our mental duress and replenish our energies. We have to find and face our own individual pain points so that we can heal them. This will strengthen our energetic and mental foundations so that we are better fortified for our battle with the contemptuous whore we call, or that is, life. That bitch and I have had many run-ins, but following the Jesus Christ ideology (not the whole of Christian belief or the man, but his teachings and my Soul’s purpose), I subdued that ass. Now, we chill on cosmic beaches planning our work for humanity, together. You can, too, for your God-given purpose. So, leash and check your bitch, and see how she changes for the better. She, nor anything other than the omniscient Creators, should not be controlling you. Ever! Reins are my gift to humanity.

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Life is about the journey and making it to the finish line, but there are things we need to do on that journey. If we run a marathon, we don’t just run. We still need to eat well days before, stretch prior, & hydrate during. However, we’re doing too much of nothing by doing a lot of busy work that have no real value to push us in the direction of our paths. I use “operating optimally” a lot in my episodes. It means that we are not vibrating at our highest energetically, mentally balanced, and physically free of internal restraints that stem from vibrating at a low plateau. We need to raise that benchmark and never plateau. There’s always room for spiritual improvement.

When on a team, the only time you should think as an individual is when you are building yourself to be the best version of you that you can be to build your team to its best form. It is still a collective effort for each individual to grow as a master of their craft. Using football as an example, every lineman has their job of maximum skill improvement so that the quarterback can function in his/her position. And, that quarterback has to be their best at connecting and building synergy with each team member to advance the ball to the goal and each other on the team. If anyone lacks communication, athleticism, mental strength, etc., the entire team can fail. This is where individual acuity of their unique position is as important as being a part of that team. It is symbiotic and creates a realm of individual collectiveness. Overall, this is the very definition of team from the individual standpoint, and a team is only as great as the individual members of that group. Utilize your team so that you can be the best you can be in the group you belong to, and so that group can be a bomb ass team for humanity.

It isn't selfish to use a teammate as a resource to build yourself up. As stated, it may be their job to be that person for you. I speak often about reciprocity, and this is one of those moments. On the receiving side of allowing them to play their position, that person can help you grow into the best you that is needed to impact the world. On the giving side, you are blessing that person with the needed opportunity for them to grow into the best version of themselves by helping you. The most beautiful example of reciprocity and teamship where everyone wins. It isn’t a one-way situation where you are simply taking and not giving anything in return. Not using the gifts of support people is a selfish act and works against you when you may have a conditioned mind of thinking that it is, in fact, a selfish act to use them for their actual purpose. You deprive yourself, the resource, and your team of all its due glory in growth by thinking you’re doing a good thing of giving back what the Universe is gifting you. That is a backwards thought pattern that needs to be trashed for an altruistic, collective thought pattern. You’re doing no one any favors and more harm than any good by being unwittingly but subconsciously selfish. You give by receiving, and vice versa. Learn and practice reciprocity. It creates balance in the energetic ether. And, most certainly, don’t forget to give of yourself in being a resource to someone else so they will grow to be a resou

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Be advised, this episode was recorded in an office setting where I couldn't be loud & clear, so the second chapter is a little distorted but still audible, while the first & third are too clear, enough for listeners to hear my nose hairs swaying in the wind as I speak. Keep in mind I recorded the first few batches to come a year before I even considered being a podcaster, let alone an audio editor. Audio editing is a complete succubus bitch, so you all better enjoy this shit. Transcriptions are available because I care.

Emotions have a molecular effect on our bodies. People who internalize more or have issues with maintaining lighter moods have a higher likelihood of health problems that can range from migraines to cancer. This, also, goes the other way for people who are always happy. They usually do not have as many health concerns, if any at all. People who have a hereditary disease or high predisposition to certain diseases will benefit most from maintaining happier moods as some of the chemicals that are released have a positive effect on bitch cells, like cancer. At every level, we are affected by our moods.

The brain does its part in the body as the power center but how we think, how/what we feel emotionally/physically, etc. is different across every person. What works for one person may/will not work for the next when it comes to doctors/therapists, medications, etc. It’s so important that we be an actual functioning part of our own mental health treatment and wellness, and stop leaving it completely up to others to fix. Why should anyone be tasked with fixing your bullshit while you remain fucked up because you aren’t/don’t want to be active in your own damn process? Looking at oneself is difficult but we cannot allow someone else’s biased eyes lead our soul’s way. We must be accountable to/for our own soul’s evolution and progression. Nothing external will ever be able to help you heal internally. We must always refer to our own capabilities, strengths, & even finding closure, forgiveness, and solace in our traumas & weaknesses – all, to help us heal.

If you’re on meds now that aren’t helping, talk to your doctor about changing them or tapering down/off to see how u do with switching up to more CBT/PT and less/no meds. If they don’t want to help you work through balancing your moods in a more natural way, find another doc that’s willing to do what’s best for you. That’s absolutely your right. You're not married to the first one you see. Albeit, good ones are hard to find and this is the reason most depressed people stay where they are in the downward spiral of the vortex.

Fear is something we have manufactured as a race of beings. It isn’t a real, psychologically (emotional or mental) tangible thing. We cannot fear what we discover in our closets or our face(s) behind our face. We must make those discoveries so that we can evolve into our best selves. If we don’t, the face we hide will become our true face. I ask again, will we be happy with what we see? I put this here as a reminder to love yourself enough to not fear you.

“There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: b

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Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound.





Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf
Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb