• 25:"You need to lose some weight"
    Feb 3 2025

    This week, I reflect on a 'mini crash' and the difficulty of deciding what to do. I also discuss the difficulty of gaining weight and what I have tried to do about it.

    Exciting news! I have released a book based on this podcast. You can find it on Amazon using this link; please do consider purchasing the Kindle or paperback version: Buy it here


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    19 mins
  • 24: "What are you waiting for?"
    Jan 27 2025

    Living with long covid can feel like you are in limbo. I have felt like that for the past three years, and in this episode, I ask myself, "What am I waiting for?". If you live with chronic illness, you will recognise this question.

    I also read out some of your messages.

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    20 mins
  • 23: "You said you were getting better last week"
    Jan 20 2025

    I am back after a short hiatus!

    In this episode, I explain what I have been up to and consider how Long Covid affects my mental health.

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    14 mins
  • 22: "You are too young to retire"
    Nov 22 2024

    Long COVID has transformed the way I view my life and my identity, especially as I navigate the unexpected path of early retirement. How do you explain to others the profound impact of an invisible illness that alters every aspect of your life? This episode is an invitation to walk with me through the maze of isolation and misunderstanding that comes with long COVID. By sharing my personal experiences, I aim to create a space where others facing this condition feel seen and heard. We tackle the complexity of expressing these challenges to those who may not fully grasp the reality of living with long COVID, while also reflecting on the identity shifts that accompany such life-altering circumstances.

    The unpredictable nature of long COVID is mirrored in the surprising relief I’ve found with the recent winter weather in the UK. While typically averse to the cold, I’ve discovered that this season brings an unexpected respite from the relentless fatigue, offering glimmers of hope in my weekly journey. Join me as I express encouragement and solidarity with those who are enduring similar struggles, reminding us all of the resilience we possess. This episode is a reminder that brighter days are possible, even if they come in fleeting moments, and that we are never alone in this journey.

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    19 mins
  • 21: "Do you need any help?"
    Nov 15 2024

    I find myself constantly being grumpy with people who just want to help, and equally grumpy with people who don't offer! It is this contradictory mindset that I explore in this episode which hides a deeper fear of being vulnerable. As I come to terms with my disabilities, the move from being carer to being cared for is hard.

    As always, I offer you this latest episode in full recognition that I am a bit foggy brained today and my dog Maisie is barking at everything that moves!

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    24 mins
  • 20: "There is no such thing as Long Covid"
    Nov 8 2024

    In this episode, I try to describe what it feels like to feel isolated with long covid. If you have a chronic illness and sometimes feel alone, this one is for you!

    Imagine feeling trapped in an invisible world, where the echoes of long COVID linger long after the rest of the world has seemingly moved on. That's been my reality since January 2022. I talk openly about the mixed bag of reactions I encounter—from those who offer empathy to sceptics who blame everything but the virus itself. Through this episode, I hope to reach others on this difficult journey, reminding them that they're not alone.

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    22 mins
  • 19: "You should be in bed"
    Nov 1 2024

    How do you maintain your sense of self when living with a chronic illness like long Covid? Join me, Paul Clarke and my wife Rachel, as we uncover the emotional landscapes and societal hurdles that come with my journey of ill health retirement. In our latest conversation, we confront the misconceptions and judgments that arise when trying to live fully while managing a chronic illness. Rachel and I share our honest experiences, from the sting of social media criticism to the struggle of balancing joy and reality.

    We also read out two of your messages, which add to the conversation of how to live life with Long Covid.

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    28 mins
  • 18: "You need to find your baseline"
    Oct 23 2024

    What happens when the world moves on, but your body doesn't? From the isolation of feeling misunderstood to the frustration of being dismissed by others, I share my personal journey of living with persistent symptoms. Whether you're personally affected, know someone who is, or simply wish to broaden your understanding, this episode offers an unfiltered glimpse into the daily reality of living with an illness many choose to ignore. Let this conversation be a reminder of the importance of compassion and support for those facing chronic health battles.

    Miranda's new book: I Haven’t Been Entirely Honest with You (Audio Download): Miranda Hart, Miranda Hart, Penguin Audio: Amazon.co.uk: Audible Books & Originals

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    20 mins