Episodes

  • #2: EMDR Challenges & Coping Mechanisms

    #2: EMDR Challenges & Coping Mechanisms
    May 16 2022
    This week’s installment is an overview of my first interaction with the EMDR computer program. My therapist and I are creating tools to help me cope inside and outside the therapy sessions if reprocessing becomes overwhelming. •Audio Editing & Music: Sam Rosenthal/Black Tape for a Blue Girl•
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    16 mins
  • #1: EMDR therapy, Micro-dosing & HRT

    #1: EMDR therapy, Micro-dosing & HRT
    May 1 2022
    The beginning of a series journaling my experience’s with EMDR therapy, Micro-dosing, & agender transition + media recommendations & pop culture junk. (WARNING: I do say the word “excited” way too many times soooo, don’t say I didn’t warn ya)
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    14 mins
  • Bisexual Women & Straight Guys

    Bisexual Women & Straight Guys
    Apr 24 2021

    Today I want to talk a little bit about why I felt trapped in monogamous relationships with straight dudes for so long & how (for me) breaking that unhealthy dating pattern, while also learning to refuse to compromise who I am to be loved, was one of the best decisions I've ever made...
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    18 mins
  • My Pansexuality

    My Pansexuality
    Mar 25 2021
    In this episode, I talk a little bit about what being pansexual means to me and how I came to discover my sexuality in the first place…be sure to check out the my YouTube clip on the subject as well... *Pansexual Slime Video* Ko-Fi.Com/FYPMW
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    15 mins
  • More fan questions #2

    More fan questions #2
    Dec 4 2020
    Do you genuinely have a foot fetish? Is it OK to have a foot fetish as a Dom? Are you into Femdom and/or cuck play? How did you get into ABDL? Why are you into ABDL? Why do you offer a sliding scale for your services when it comes to trans folks, other sex workers, disabled folks and those in hospice care? and Have you always been polyamorous? (I'll be expanding on these subjects separately as this project moves forward so keep an eye out!)
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    25 mins
  • Ingrid Mouth & Cupcake Sinclair interviews

    Ingrid Mouth & Cupcake Sinclair interviews
    Nov 30 2020
    This is my first set of interviews! My friends Cupcake SinClair and Ingrid Mouth were lovely enough to be my test subjects. I ask them about themselves and some other questions I came up with. I also ask about the advice they would give to newer/younger sex workers and, as expected, they both give very insightful and helpful answers.
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    1 hr
  • Fan Questions: Being Non-Binary

    Fan Questions: Being Non-Binary
    Nov 30 2020
    Fan questions about my gender.
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    33 mins
  • Fan Questions #1

    Fan Questions #1
    Nov 29 2020
    Does it matter what others think? What kind of intimacy do you prefer? Do you become IRL friends with regular suitors? As a non-sex worker, am I able to work with you on adult projects? Do you watch your own content? Do you enjoy cuddling? How do you prepare for/create a scene for film? (Note: just to be clear I have no issues with those who choose to participate in blood play and hard/taboo kinks. I just don't like that it's expected from every alternative performer regardless of their previous work.)
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    20 mins