Another 100 episodes, another milestone. I'm diving internally and giving you the latest on the goings on in my life! First off, I talk about catching the entertainment bug and discovering my identity (in terms of career) but also how I, foolishly, thought my identity and purpose was being taken from me. Next, growing up to fill the role of adulthood and becoming "Mr. Jean." But that title are big shows to fill. How can I deal with all the weight of becoming "Mr. Jean" when all I ever saw myself as is "Martini?" Dilemmas Dilemmas. Tune in to hear the whole story.

Timestamps:

(00:00) Introduction (01:13) Milestone episode flashbacks (04:00) Creation of title / Finding my identity

(06:03) Catch the bug & Sign with an agency (06:44) I Get to Be Diddy? (10:59) Strangers With Candy

(12:50) The Dream vs Reality (15:00) Failing upwards (20:15) Too old for pennies, too green for big bucks

(22:12) Fighting for my Identity (27:27) Who is ”Mr. Jean”? (28:25) Out Of Retail, Into the Classroom

(33:26) Evolution of Adulthood (40:21) Officer Severs (43:12) Going Back to School (44:54) The Skin Deep’s ”The And” card #185 (47:03) Closing Outro

I also pull out Card #185 with another edition of The Skin Deep's {The And} 'Self Edition' card game. Today's card question is: "When Do I feel the MOST alive, and what about it makes me feel that way?"

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Back to basics and learning what makes me tick again. Always good to revisit these tests and see if they're accurate but mostly to see how how I've grown (if at all).

I also pull out Card #184 with another edition of The Skin Deep's {The And} 'Self Edition' card game. Today's card question is: "What do I find most challenging in life right now?"

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A troublesome habit of mine, to say the least, is when to say no. What can I say? I'm a friend and I love to give. BUT is there more to it then just genuinity? Is it a battle between guilt and gesture? Being friendly or begging for friendship? Trying to fill a void or avoiding what's really goin on inside? Regardless of the origin, I ask myself the question and take a deep dive into seeing what's up with the notion of People Pleasing.

I also pull out Card #183 with another edition of The Skin Deep's {The And} 'Self Edition' card game. Today's card question is: "List 5 experiences I must have before I die."

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It's been NINE MONTHS since Decision Day, so things MUST have changed amongst the cast right? *Ugh*

The internet has been going at Chloe and also she believes one (or more) of the wives have been bad mouthing about her via a fake account. She's also heard rumblings that Lauren was trying to get with Michael (by suggestion of the MAFS internet community) and she wasn't too happy about that. Orion is finally leaving Lauren alone and trying to heal the struggle with himself, Austin finally gives us a reason as to why he never advanced sexually with Becca, the barbie brigade gets matching tattoos and donate their wedding dresses and Michael, Chloe, Austin and his roommate have a double date to bring and end to this very tumultuous season.

I also pull out Card #182 with another edition of The Skin Deep's {The And} 'Self Edition' card game. Today's card question is: "What is the lesson life is teaching me at this point in time?"

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After an eye opening Part 1 to this reunion we're onto Part 2 where more secrets about the show, the behind the scenes pact and how the cast tried to rig the show to their own detriment.

I also pull out Card #181 with another edition of The Skin Deep's {The And} 'Self Edition' card game. Today's card question is: "How does my body feel right now? What is it telling me?"

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The gang's all here, albeit different from any other reunion in the history of this show. Why are the seats arranged in a Boys vs Girls fashion? Why are the women wearing pink? Did they just see the Barbie movie? Why does everyone have a scowl on their face ready to pounce on the other at a moment's notice? This season had its fair share of drama, but what gets unraveled here, no one saw coming and this season by far is the most controversial season ever and goes against everything this show stands for. Tune in and hear what happens next!

I also pull out Card #180 with another edition of The Skin Deep's {The And} 'Self Edition' card game. Today's card question is: "If I were to die right now which three people would I most like to meet in an afterlife and why?"

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4 Days until Decision Day Part 2!! Chloe feels that Michael is going to say no and if he does, she said it would be hard to live life without him. But deep down she feels they aren't meant to be.

19 Days after DD part 1, the cold crew decide to meet and hang and reminiscence about the "good" times. The women declare that they came into this experiment ready to make the marriages work and the guys (they claim) didn't come with the same intensity. 2 days after that exchange the women (sans Chloe) did a boudoir shoot reclaiming their womenhood and beauty.

Michael and Chloe finally meet for their Decision Day, listen in and find out if they stay together or get a divorce!

I also pull out Card #179 with another edition of The Skin Deep's {The And} 'Self Edition' card game. Today's card question is: "What's the rush?!"

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14 Days after Decision Day and some choices are being contemplated over. Becca feels that she might have made the wrong decision about Austin and that she misses him terribly. It's Cameron's birthday and Clare decided to text him but he never answered. So she decides to stop giving him the time of the day and frees herself from thinking about him and lives her herself now. Lauren finally makes a decision on Orion, Chloe asks Michael if he's ready for marriage. Listen in and see what happens next!

I also pull out Card #178 with another edition of The Skin Deep's {The And} 'Self Edition' card game. Today's card question is: "What is the one lesson or value that I want to pass on to my grandchildren?"

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