• That Infernal Noise Ep. 63 - Creating Our Own Path Pt.1
    Jan 16 2025

    In this episode Neish and I talk about how we are trying to have all that we have been through, the good and bad, help forge our own path forward and change the narrative that we have been conditioned to believe about ourselves and the world.

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    Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

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    51 mins
  • That Infernal Noise Ep. 62 - Getting to Know Yourself
    Jan 9 2025

    In this episode Neish and I talk about our revelations as of late and finally at around 40 understanding ourselves as well as what we want, need and deserve. It is never too late to be happy and accept the things you cannot change.

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    1 hr and 13 mins
  • That Infernal Noise Ep. 61 - We’re Workin on It
    Jan 3 2025

    In this episode Neish and I talk about our sabbatical and how busy our last few months have been, as well as her current struggles in her quest for growth and understanding. It is a frank and honest conversation between a husband and his wife.

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    1 hr and 40 mins
  • That Infernal Noise Ep. 60 - Deathiversary
    Dec 10 2024

    In this episode I roll solo and talk about the past year since losing my Mom and how things have changed since as well as the struggles I have had. Things have gotten better but I am still working on it.

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    48 mins
  • That Infernal Noise Ep. 59 - Holi-Daze 2024
    Oct 29 2024

    In this episode Neish and I talk about her struggles with seasonal depression and how it is already setting in this year for a myriad of reasons. Please excuse the abrupt ending of the episode we had some technical defaults because I forgot to plug the laptop in lol.

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    1 hr and 15 mins
  • That Infernal Noise Ep. 58 - Maybe Momma Trauma II: Wrath of Mom
    Oct 22 2024

    In this episode Neish and I talk about a subject all too familiar to us, our self doubt. She is very open and honest about her struggles as a Mom of 2 adult kids and 2 middle school aged ones and has a revelation or two about her relationship with her own mother as we are going through our conversation.

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    36 mins
  • That Infernal Noise Ep. 57 - …3 Weeks Later…
    Oct 15 2024

    In this episode Neish and I talk about how life keeps lifing, our daughter ended up in the hospital due to her diabetes and we discuss our perception of the events of that week and the subsequent week in which I had a break with reality and spun out on Neish. Now I have gotten to a point where I know there is more work to do and I need to figure out the issue I may have. I guess growth doesn’t take a break.

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    1 hr and 26 mins
  • That Infernal Noise Ep. 56 - Maybe Momma Trauma
    Sep 24 2024

    In this episode Neish and I talk about our Momma Trauma. How people like us weren’t done any favors by our mothers and how we were treated by them at times by having to be more responsible than even they were and how that has perpetuated itself throughout the course of our lives.

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    1 hr and 9 mins