There are times in my life I don’t feel qualified to accomplish things that I see others Manifest in life, such as building my on Business accomplishing my goals of success, because I didn’t finish school, better yet, I dropped out in the 7th grade, and I find myself, never finishing what I start, when I see it, not going according to how I thought, I was supposed to do it, as I thought, I heard in my spirit. Instead of pressing through it, I stop. If I put more of the belief God has in me, then I have in me, I know it will get accomplished.

It’s time I get out my on way, everything that I pursue to do is for the glory of God, to build his church through me, so the people can see the glimpse of him over my life, and the things he do in my life, and through my life, and have a desire to change for the better in there life.

Because it’s not about me, it’s all about him getting all the Glory,

I’ve made so many mistakes on this journey, and have beaten myself up about it, and yet the father, still hold my right hand through it, and sometimes I don’t understand why?

Because my heart and action isn’t always where it should be in Christ Jesus. I’m one of those Followers of Christ that don’t just camouflage behind Jesus Christ name like I got it all together before people, Every time I try to do right ,wrong knock on my mind, and bitterness mixed with anger try to push on my heart,, but my spirit push back with whats right.

This is why, I love Jesus so much and I see him as my friend, because he understands my realness, what hurts is, yet I often abandon our relationship for my own desires,

I’m just grateful he doesn’t do me the same way, yet, he continue to hold out his hand reaching for me to lean more toward him,

this is why I say everyday I can’t do this without Jesus in my life, even when there are times, I don’t feel worthy enough to do this, he proves to me that it’s not about the skills and talents the education, it’s about the gift, the love, the strength, the courage, and obedience of who he is in me that equips me for any assignment beyond my abilities of success.

The enemy has tried everything in his power to get me to take me out with my on thoughts. I’m just so grateful that greater is he that is in me, activates immediately when these things transpire and the same mind that is in me, that is in Christ Jesus Begins to activate and remind me of whose I am over who I’m not. It’s only when I can sit down and be transparent to God that I’m able to be elevated through God. The Bible Says in Psalm 146:18 The Lord is close to all who call on him, yes, to all who call on him in truth.

When you be truthful to God, the closer his bond becomes with you, why? Because it builds a trusting relationship with him, when you’re denying your battles that he already see us struggling with, it’s lying to yourself.

When God can’t trust you to be real with you, about you, how can he trust you to be real about him through you?