This podcast should clear up all false and competing narratives on how and why we attempted to enter a polyamorous lifestyle. We discuss:

• How it was over before it started
• How it started
• The Agreement
• Mini ceremony rings
• Group Counseling
• How if effected my family
• How it affected his family
• Why it ended.

Children should be allowed to be Children. Adult conversations with children are always going to be physically or emotionally damaging to the child.

Having an unhealthy parent and going through the Judaical process can be tough. In this episode I read from an open letter to a family court judge. I pray this Episode helps many.

Raising children in this is difficult.

One identity was gay and one identity was extremely homophobic

I just wanted to be his obedient wife.

The personalities struggled with intimacy and sex.

Reading the article in Psychology Today and comparing it to what I went through in the past and what I continue to go through now.