• Where the Rubber Meets the Road
    Dec 17 2024

    How can Zen practice precisely meet the moment when things go "wrong"? We place the election of Trump in a larger context with the help of a shocking koan from the Mumonkan collection.

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    41 mins
  • The Substance of 'Me'
    Oct 28 2024

    Lecture (teisho) to a Zen retreat by Paul Gerstein on 10/27/2024 in which he presents the 7th koan from the Hekigan Roku (Blue Cliff Record): "You Are Eh-Cho!"

    To help elucidate this terse and penetrating koan, Paul discusses a famous line from The Diamond Sutra and goes on to explore an incorrect approach to mindfulness practice that can contribute to a kind of meditation illness or "Zen sickness". Paul describes a video presentation on the origins of the universe entitled, "Everything and Nothing" and how a specific understanding of cosmology points to a profound truth at the core of what we call, "Me".

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    47 mins
  • Stuck in a Moment
    Aug 11 2024

    Zen talk given to a morning Zen retreat (Zazenkai) on August 11, 2024. We start with a poem titled, "My Catastrophe", highlighting the doneness of each present moment and the freedom to shine one's truth. We go on to discuss the importance of "attentive desisting"; then read and comment on an excerpt on Zen practice, Easiness for Beginners, from the great 20th century Ch'an master, Hsu Yun. We finish with the initial parts of a song by U2 performed live at Slane Castle, Ireland: Stuck in a Moment You Can't Get Out Of [released 2000].

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    33 mins
  • At the End of Time
    Apr 24 2024

    Talk to Zen retreat group on how to approach the "end" of everything. We discuss koan #29 from the Hekigan Roku: "It will be gone with the other."

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    20 mins
  • An Invisible Shield
    Mar 3 2024

    This is a Zen lecture (teisho) to a virtual retreat group. We start with a TV commercial from the 1950s and progress to the strange "preliminary koan" called, The Duck in the Bottle.

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    23 mins
  • Zen lecture: ”Lotus Leaves”
    Oct 11 2021

    In this episode, Paul gives a teisho (Zen lecture) on a koan from The Blue Cliff Record (a Tang and Sung dynasty collection of 100 teaching stories).

    Recorded by: Paul Gerstein, MD

    Intro music: Dancing for the Answers by Nick Mulvey

    Ending music: Kerosene Hat by Cracker

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    33 mins
  • Hopeless and Fearless
    Aug 8 2020

    In this episode, we discuss the rapidly worsening pandemic in the U.S. and the troubling opposition by many to proven mitigation efforts. We examine the famous statement by Milarepa, an 11th century Tibetan master: “Abandon hope and fear.” Finally, a teaching story from The Blue Cliff Record points to a way out of struggling against painful difficulties of everyday life.

    Recorded by Paul Gerstein, MD

    Intro music: Dancing for the Answers, Nick Mulvey

    Ending music: Fearless, The Neville Brothers

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    17 hrs and 42 mins
  • Observation vs Belief
    Jul 15 2020

    In this episode, Paul starts with a brief bio of his training in both medicine and Zen followed by a deep dive into facts and fictions regarding COVID-19. The contrast between blind beliefs and careful observation highlights how the scientific method and mindfulness practice counters the false narratives of anti-science, political propaganda in the setting of an alarmingly worsening pandemic.

    Recorded by: Paul Gerstein, MD Podcast channel creation and website design: James Kieffer – Kieffer Consulting, LLC Intro music: Dancing for the Answers, Nick Mulvey Ending music: Look At Miss Ohio, Gillian Welch

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    25 mins