What happens when your belief system begins to dissolve?  What happens when you experience a "quantum crumble"?  How does the crisis of abuse threaten trust, hope, faith and self recognition?  Can you look at the cycle you're currently in and see it as growth regardless of how lost you may feel, or do you choose to seek stability outside of yourself for truth and orientation.  

To find buried truths you need to be your own personal archeologist and be patient with the process of unearthing your own inner story.  Your body has extensive memory and wisdom, and the experience of PTSD in the body and brain are the same. When you are imprinted by a traumatic experience, it will remain in your body until it is processed and worked through. 

In this episode, Asia and Jennica speak to putting enough trust in the journey and your own process of learning and evolving from a place of personal experience.  The best thing you can offer yourself is the love and kindness needed through the messy journey of uncovering the gem of who you are. 

A unique conversation where mother and daughter bravely hold conversations around sensitive subjects such as sexual trauma with honesty and compassion can help address the deeper aspects of childhood sex abuse that continue into adulthood.  In this episode Jennica speaks for the first time about a childhood experience of being groomed, molested and raped by a family friend, her visit to the Children's Justice Center and her journey of feeling supported and let down as a victim. Asia and her daughter Jennica examine how abuse is perpetrated through systems and families and speak openly about experiencing sexual abuse, the complexities in the aftermath, and the nuances between suppressed and waking memories.  This honest discussion places curiosity and observation as the baseline to bravely discuss years of unearthing personal traumas in hopes of encouraging others to do the same.

More about the history of repressed memories will be discussed in part 2 of this conversation with Asia and Jennica.

This episode was recorded in part with the SCSA radio network. Survivors of Childhood Sexual Abuse (SCSA) is a non-profit organization.

"There is more on the banquet table of life than has been fed to you".  Too many people in the world sit with their backs to a plethora of information, unaware that they're accepting what is being fed to them as complete.  My experience with satanic ritual abuse, mind control and human experimentation is part of the reality that has been kept from public consumption.  When one comes to know this is part of reality, it gives them a greater capacity to make choices in life from a place of a fuller truth.  Seeing all the parts that make up the whole gives one an opportunity to respond with the wisdom of personal presence and awareness.  This is a letter contains some questions to consider as you listen and embrace the unappetizing parts of life that are on that banquet table.