Episodes

  • One Doesn’t Want to go to the Gallows with a Hairstyle That’s Rubbish
    Jul 28 2024

    We’re back with special guest John Reed (he/him) aka ‘The Storyteller Fellah’! John talks to us about his work teaching poetry to people who are incarcerated in men’s prisons. Bristo and Legohead celebrate for Neurodiversity Week (neurodiversityweek.com), ask what exactly is a cack, and get up to their usual nonsense. John regales us with an improv tale at the gallows, we all decide living on the moon is the way to go, we are serenaded with our least favourite songs, and an amazing poem is shared with us. Come for the insanity, stay for the actual heartfelt shit we get into.

    TRIGGER WARNINGS

    18+ Adult themes, listener discretion advised. Includes brief references to: Incest, prisons, child illness and death, cancer, gangs, goat wife, drugs and alcohol, feces, roadmen, natural disasters, sexual language, space battles, poisoning, death, hanging, anthrax, juvenile dementia, flat earth, God, incontinence knickers, murder, self-harm, suicide, terrorism, and limericks.

    SOCIALS

    Guest’s Website: https://www.theoldfellah.co.uk/

    Pod Instagram and YouTube: emotionalsupportbn

    Hosts Instagram: @adriennemarie90 and @peak_waste

    Pod Website: emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com/

    Pod Email: support@emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com

    GUEST PLUGS

    Charity: https://www.justgiving.com/page/john-reed-1714138108588 AND https://www.aoifesbubbles.org/

    Podcast: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=woUKZNWZ8Jo&list=PLlK12JTEPhGzSrNVgxhjlLW0lcTBtj7yE

    MUSIC

    Opening theme song composed and performed by Adrienne Johnson.

    Closing theme song is “Werq” by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com). Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

    All sound effects used were obtained on freesound.org. The following were used in this episode:

    https://freesound.org/people/kwahmah_02/sounds/269476/

    https://freesound.org/people/batman6661/sounds/180016/

    https://freesound.org/people/SoundFlakes/sounds/492538/

    https://freesound.org/people/miguel.perez01/sounds/570489/

    https://freesound.org/people/endritprenku/sounds/613498/

    https://freesound.org/people/monkeyman535/sounds/466981/

    https://freesound.org/people/wilhellboy/sounds/351367/

    https://freesound.org/people/egomassive/sounds/536773/

    https://freesound.org/people/jobro/sounds/104077/

    https://freesound.org/people/stib/sounds/55001/

    https://freesound.org/people/brandonreese/sounds/331367/

    ESBN is Produced and Edited by Adrienne Johnson

    Logo and Artwork created by Lucy Bristo

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    1 hr and 32 mins
  • I’m Not Here to Make Friends
    Jul 3 2024

    Everyone please welcome the fantastic and truly lovely Baiba (she/her) to the pod! Baiba is a massage therapist, degree triple threat, and dual Latvian/Canadian citizen. This week we talk how gay babies are born, osteopathy (no not bones), why chocolate actually turns you off, and we finally answer the age-old question, “Which seat can I take?” Also stay tuned in for a SHOCK from Team Canada in the Guantanemo Bae Pub Quiz.

    TRIGGER WARNINGS

    18+ Adult themes, listener discretion advised. Includes brief references to:

    Islamic radicalisation, bombs, school shooting, traumatic brain injury, homelessness, drugs and alcohol, healthcare, porn, kink, assassination, guns and shooting, vomit, sex, 19th century classism, sarcastic homophobia, open relationships, OCD, and lesbians

    SOCIALS

    Guest’s Dog’s Instagram: @thattobyboy

    Pod Instagram and YouTube: emotionalsupportbn

    Hosts Instagram: @adriennemarie90 and @peak_waste

    Pod Website: emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com/

    Pod Email: support@emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com

    GUEST PLUGS

    Atomic Habits: : An Easy & Proven Way to Build Good Habits & Break Bad Ones by James Clear- https://jamesclear.com/atomic-habits-summary

    NEUROSPICY NEWS

    https://www.theguardian.com/australia-news/audio/2024/feb/19/australia-police-autistic-teenager-islamic-state-fixation-operation-full-story-podcast

    GUANTANEMO BAE PUB QUIZ

    https://pubquizquestionshq.com/

    MUSIC

    Opening theme song composed and performed by Adrienne Johnson.

    Closing theme song is “Werq” by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com). Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

    All sound effects used were obtained on freesound.org. The following were used in this episode:

    https://freesound.org/people/kwahmah_02/sounds/269476/

    https://freesound.org/people/batman6661/sounds/180016/

    https://freesound.org/people/SoundFlakes/sounds/492538/

    https://freesound.org/people/miguel.perez01/sounds/570489/

    https://freesound.org/people/endritprenku/sounds/613498/

    https://freesound.org/people/monkeyman535/sounds/466981/

    https://freesound.org/people/wilhellboy/sounds/351367/

    https://freesound.org/people/egomassive/sounds/536773/

    https://freesound.org/people/jobro/sounds/104077/

    https://freesound.org/people/stib/sounds/55001/

    https://freesound.org/people/brandonreese/sounds/331367/

    ESBN is Produced and Edited by Adrienne Johnson

    Logo and Artwork created by Lucy Bristo

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    1 hr and 18 mins
  • Pain Was the Least of My Worries
    Jun 19 2024

    In part two of our Host Only extravaganza with “guest” and truly the most willing of victims Adrienne Johnson (they/she) we do an exercise involving big buckets, answer rap inspired maths questions, learn there is no difference between philosophers and video game quotes, sell you the most fascinating items you could ever imagine, and talk traumatic hiking experiences. What more could you want from a podcast dedicated to neurodiversity?

    TRIGGER WARNINGS

    18+ Adult themes, listener discretion advised. Includes brief references to:

    Alcoholism, drug use, PTSD, mental health issues such as depression and anxiety, self-harm, addiction, cults, suicide, public crying, crack, taxidermy, maths, killing, communism, chainsaw sex, serious injuries, vomiting, dragon dildo, near death experience, and physical disabilities


    To be a guest/willing victim on ESBN, please email: support@emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com

    SOCIALS

    Pod Instagram and YouTube: emotionalsupportbn

    Hosts Instagram: @adriennemarie90 and @peak_waste

    Pod Website: emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com/

    Pod Email: support@emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com

    GUEST PLUGS

    YouTube Channel- @AdrienneMarie90

    Oh No, Ross and Carrie! - https://maximumfun.org/podcasts/oh-no-ross-and-carrie/

    The Deep End (available on Hulu)

    Going Clear: Scientology and the Prison of Belief (available on Max)

    MUSIC

    Opening theme song composed and performed by Adrienne Johnson.

    Closing theme song is “Werq” by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com). Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

    All sound effects used were obtained on freesound.org. The following were used in this episode:

    https://freesound.org/people/plantmonkey/sounds/410751/

    https://freesound.org/people/CapsLok/sounds/181257/

    https://freesound.org/people/Lucish_/sounds/554841/

    https://freesound.org/people/wilhellboy/sounds/351367/

    ESBN is Produced and Edited by Adrienne Johnson

    Logo and Artwork created by Lucy Bristo

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    1 hr and 7 mins
  • PS You've Got Nice Tits
    Jun 5 2024

    Welcome to Episode 15: PS you've got nice tits! Recorded in deepest March 2024 this first of a series of Host Only episodes is only a bloody party for TWO!

    Featuring the divine, the beautiful, the very talented Adrienne Legohead Johnson (they/she)! Your two neurospicy hosts go meta, they go back in time for some beautiful, beautiful university of Kent memories including that time Bristo joined the UKC Catholic society to gain access to the cheapest booze on campus 🍷, and- the piece de resistance- Lego FINALLY gets to delve deep into her own hyperfixation- cults! LETS DO THIS! 🥳 TRIGGER WARNINGS 18+ Adult themes, listener discretion advised. Includes brief references to:

    PTSD, spoons, head injury, alcohol, cults, sterilisation, wife swapping, mental health, the bible, scientology, and death To be a guest/willing victim on ESBN, please email: support@emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com SOCIALS Pod Instagram and YouTube: emotionalsupportbn Hosts Instagram: @adriennemarie90 and @peak_waste Pod Website: emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com/ Pod Email: support@emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com GUEST PLUGS

    Cat Café in Palm Desert, CA - https://www.friskybusinesscatcafe.com Oh No, Ross and Carrie! - https://maximumfun.org/podcasts/oh-no-ross-and-carrie/ Reckless Ben - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_UE7maDDe8OqqC8-TtXaKg The Gateway: Teal Swan - https://open.spotify.com/show/6Ez7WIIdyxhPbq5W6dJpiW Escaping Twin Flames (available on Netflix) The Deep End (available on Hulu) The Vow (available on Max) Going Clear: Scientology and the Prison of Belief (available on Max) Love Has Won: The Cult of Mother God (available on Max) Heaven’s Gate: The Cult of Cults (available on Max) MUSIC Opening theme song composed and performed by Adrienne Johnson. Closing theme song is “Werq” by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com). Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/ All sound effects used were obtained on freesound.org. The following were used in this episode: https://freesound.org/people/brandonreese/sounds/331367/ https://freesound.org/people/jputman/sounds/261495/ https://freesound.org/people/MichiJung/sounds/708461/ https://freesound.org/people/Beetlemuse/sounds/619180/ https://freesound.org/people/SoundFlakes/sounds/492538/ ESBN is Produced and Edited by Adrienne Johnson Logo and Artwork created by Lucy Bristo

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    1 hr and 2 mins
  • I Can't Be Arsed To Drink Blood
    May 29 2024

    On this glorious Wednesday morning we bring to ye this here installment of Emotional Support Background Noise with amazing guest James Hansen (he/him)! James is an addiction counselor, ADHD life coach, bird watcher, and golfer and still he agreed to speak with us! We get a special treat with this week’s Neurospicy Word of the Week brought to you by James himself- a person who actually knows what they’re talking about. Don’t worry we're up to our usual madness l as we talk potential demon babies, providing much needed therapy to a famous royal lady, Valley Girl linguistics, and rat palaces. Time for another chaotic, but heartwarming journey into the brains of the neurodiverse and weird!

    TRIGGER WARNINGS

    18+ Adult themes, listener discretion advised. Includes brief references to:

    Drug use, substance misuse, grief, anger, falling down the stairs, anti-authority, road traffic collision, vomit, royal family, housing crisis, shooting, morphine, rats, blood, infanticide, exorcism, catholic church, murder, coup, infidelity, demons, zombie apocalypse, premature infant, disabilities, and suicide

    To be a guest/willing victim on ESBN, please email: support@emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com

    SOCIALS

    Guest Instagram: @jameshansen959

    Pod Instagram and YouTube: emotionalsupportbn

    Hosts Instagram: @adriennemarie90 and @peak_waste

    Pod Website: emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com/

    Pod Email: support@emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com

    GUEST PLUGS

    James’ Website: https://www.jameshansen.co.uk/

    NEUROSPICY NEWS

    https://enhancetheuk.org/being-adhd-the-five-things-i-wished-someone-had-told-me/?gad_source=1

    MUSIC

    Opening theme song composed and performed by Adrienne Johnson.

    Closing theme song is “Werq” by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com). Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

    All sound effects used were obtained on freesound.org. The following were used in this episode:

    https://freesound.org/people/kwahmah_02/sounds/269476/

    https://freesound.org/people/batman6661/sounds/180016/

    https://freesound.org/people/SoundFlakes/sounds/492538/

    https://freesound.org/people/miguel.perez01/sounds/570489/

    https://freesound.org/people/endritprenku/sounds/613498/

    https://freesound.org/people/monkeyman535/sounds/466981/

    https://freesound.org/people/wilhellboy/sounds/351367/

    https://freesound.org/people/egomassive/sounds/536773/

    https://freesound.org/people/jobro/sounds/104077/

    https://freesound.org/people/stib/sounds/55001/

    https://freesound.org/people/brandonreese/sounds/331367/

    ESBN is Produced and Edited by Adrienne Johnson

    Logo and Artwork created by Lucy Bristo

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    1 hr and 19 mins
  • For You To Even Question the Animals is Absurd
    May 15 2024

    Hola! Bonjour! Etc, etc. Welcome to the thirteenth episode of your favourite chaotic podcast! Join your hosts as they chat some high-grade shit with the smart and hilarious Viking (she/her)! This week we get incredibly in depth on the topic of sea monkeys, learn about shady UK parliament dealings, discuss a show with excellent female autistic representation, and decide what we would do in a very romance novel scenario. Allllll this and more in this week’s episode of Emotional Support Background Noise!

    TRIGGER WARNINGS

    18+ Adult themes, listener discretion advised. Includes brief references to:

    Spam, child performers, car crash, dentist, teeth, murder, affairs, FBI, UK parliament, scapegoating, terrorism, sea monkeys, torture, and the collapse of democracy

    To be a guest/willing victim on ESBN, please email: support@emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com

    SOCIALS

    Pod Instagram and YouTube: emotionalsupportbn

    Hosts Instagram: @adriennemarie90 and @peak_waste

    Pod Website: emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com/

    Pod Email: support@emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com


    GUEST PLUGS

    Astrid Murder in Paris- https://www.channel4.com/programmes/astrid-murder-in-paris

    Journalist Owen Jones can be found at @owenjones84

    GUANTANEMO BAE PUB QUIZ

    https://pubquizquestionshq.com/

    MUSIC

    Opening theme song composed and performed by Adrienne Johnson.

    Closing theme song is “Werq” by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com). Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

    All sound effects used were obtained on freesound.org. The following were used in this episode:

    https://freesound.org/people/kwahmah_02/sounds/269476/

    https://freesound.org/people/batman6661/sounds/180016/

    https://freesound.org/people/SoundFlakes/sounds/492538/

    https://freesound.org/people/miguel.perez01/sounds/570489/

    https://freesound.org/people/endritprenku/sounds/613498/

    https://freesound.org/people/monkeyman535/sounds/466981/

    https://freesound.org/people/wilhellboy/sounds/351367/

    https://freesound.org/people/egomassive/sounds/536773/

    https://freesound.org/people/jobro/sounds/104077/

    https://freesound.org/people/stib/sounds/55001/

    ESBN is Produced and Edited by Adrienne Johnson

    Logo and Artwork created by Lucy Bristo

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    1 hr and 8 mins
  • Never Underestimate the Power of Fawn
    May 8 2024

    Roll up, roll up! Join us this week as your favourite two queens of chaotic good take a back seat for the second part of Mama Goblin Emily’s episode! She shares her journey through chronic illness, extols the virtues of finding your crew of weird and- as per- chats some utter shite with us about fawn-responding asteroids. Why not! Mama Goblin Emily is all about being shamelessly, authentically your oddball self, and we are so, so here for it! Please check out her socials below for more.

    TRIGGER WARNINGS

    18+ Adult themes, listener discretion advised. Includes brief references to:

    Incontinence, Sex Offenders Register, suicide, zombies, puritan times, child murder, God, multiple sclerosis, tumor, chronic illness, medication and associated side effects, mental health, flushing, menopause, illness symptoms, POTS, and medical neglect.

    To be a guest/willing victim on ESBN, please email: support@emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com

    SOCIALS

    Guest TikTok: emilydubious

    Guest Instagram: @emilydubious and @faeasfolk

    Pod Instagram and YouTube: emotionalsupportbn

    Hosts Instagram: @adriennemarie90 and @peak_waste

    Pod Website: emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com/

    Pod Email: support@emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com

    GUEST PLUG

    Fae as Folk: https://www.facebook.com/Faeasfolk/

    National Multiple Sclerosis Society: https://www.nationalmssociety.org/

    MS Society: https://www.mssociety.org.uk/

    GUANTANEMO BAE PUB QUIZ

    https://pubquizquestionshq.com/


    MUSIC

    Opening theme song composed and performed by Adrienne Johnson.

    Closing theme song is “Werq” by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com). Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

    All sound effects used were obtained on freesound.org. The following were used in this episode:

    https://freesound.org/people/kwahmah_02/sounds/269476/

    https://freesound.org/people/batman6661/sounds/180016/

    https://freesound.org/people/SoundFlakes/sounds/492538/

    https://freesound.org/people/miguel.perez01/sounds/570489/

    https://freesound.org/people/endritprenku/sounds/613498/

    https://freesound.org/people/monkeyman535/sounds/466981/

    https://freesound.org/people/wilhellboy/sounds/351367/

    https://freesound.org/people/egomassive/sounds/536773/

    https://freesound.org/people/jobro/sounds/104077/

    https://freesound.org/people/stib/sounds/55001/

    ESBN is Produced and Edited by Adrienne Johnson

    Logo and Artwork created by Lucy Bristo

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    59 mins
  • I Kept the Pimp Hand Strong Specifically
    May 1 2024

    Welcome! It Wednesday! Join us at 8am UK time for "Ep 11: I Kept the Pimp Hand Strong Specifically." In today’s episode, the first of another twofer, your favourite two certified freaks are absolutely outmatched in the #chaoticgood stakes by ADHD queen and all-round good egg Emily! If you aren’t already familiar with Ms. Dubious (THAT’S DUBWAH 2 u BBZ), she can be found brightening the world around her on TikTok (@emilydubious) with her mindfulness-inspired daily rainbows, callously wrecking poor unsuspecting journals with her furious, goblin energy fueled art, performing in fantasy folk quartet Fae as Folk (how fucking cool is that) and also being a researcher and illustrator for QI! The gang talk art and the creative process, get down and dirty discussing their toxic traits (how to narrow down) and Emily delights and disgusts with, to be quite frank, our most vile Stoner Chat yet! ...Can we get her an award?!


    TRIGGER WARNINGS

    18+ Adult themes, listener discretion advised. Includes brief references to:

    Qanon, 4chan, 8chan, child wives, sexual offences, Jimmy Saville, American health care system, drug use, gross milk, anger, hate crimes, and misgendering.

    To be a guest/willing victim on ESBN, please email: support@emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com

    SOCIALS

    Guest TikTok: emilydubious

    Guest Instagram: @emilydubious and @faeasfolk

    Pod Instagram and YouTube: emotionalsupportbn

    Host Instagram: @adriennemarie90

    Pod Website: emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com/

    Pod Email: support@emotionalsupportbackgroundnoise.com

    GUEST PLUG

    Fae as Folk: https://www.facebook.com/Faeasfolk/

    NEUROSPICY NEWS

    https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/articles/cermy1v0d14o

    MISC

    Dog Drawing: https://www.theonlinecitizen.com/2020/10/05/simple-dog-doodle-wins-drawing-contest-and-also-peoples-hearts/

    MUSIC

    Opening theme song composed and performed by Adrienne Johnson.

    Closing theme song is “Werq” by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com). Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

    All sound effects used were obtained on freesound.org. The following were used in this episode:

    https://freesound.org/people/kwahmah_02/sounds/269476/

    https://freesound.org/people/batman6661/sounds/180016/

    https://freesound.org/people/SoundFlakes/sounds/492538/

    https://freesound.org/people/miguel.perez01/sounds/570489/

    https://freesound.org/people/endritprenku/sounds/613498/

    https://freesound.org/people/monkeyman535/sounds/466981/

    https://freesound.org/people/wilhellboy/sounds/351367/

    https://freesound.org/people/egomassive/sounds/536773/

    https://freesound.org/people/jobro/sounds/104077/

    https://freesound.org/people/stib/sounds/55001/

    ESBN is Produced and Edited by Adrienne Johnson

    Logo and Artwork created by Lucy Bristo

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    1 hr and 17 mins