Episodes

  • ep.120: New Year, Same Clueless Me

    ep.120: New Year, Same Clueless Me
    Jan 14 2025
    In this week's episode of Completely Clueless, I’m getting real about the struggles of navigating life and podcasting solo. Since my co-host left a few months ago, I’ve been learning the hard way what it takes to manage a podcast completely on my own. From solo recordings to financial struggles and self-doubts, I’m pulling back the curtain on the challenges and emotions that come with being a one-woman show.


    On top of that, I’m sharing a major update on my NYC apartment hunt with Olivia—and let’s say it’s not the news we hoped for. After a disappointing (and possibly homophobic?) denial from a co-op board, I reflect on how this setback has left my life feeling more uncertain and clueless than ever. But hey, maybe we dodged a bullet?

    If you’re a twentysomething navigating life’s curveballs, a beginner podcaster figuring it all out, or just someone searching for real conversations about mental health and resilience, this episode is for you.

    Make sure to follow The Completely Clueless Podcast on TikTok, Instagram, and YouTube @completelycluelesspod 💖

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    39 mins
  • ep.119: clueless about survival jobs, psych meds, & healing from depression (ep.118 part 2)

    ep.119: clueless about survival jobs, psych meds, & healing from depression (ep.118 part 2)
    Dec 10 2024
    Let’s continue my anxiety lore, shall we? On this episode of Completely Clueless, I’m diving back into the story of my 15+ year journey with Generalized Anxiety Disorder. But first, a life update: I got a survival job! After quitting my corporate job, moving back to my childhood home, and stepping deeper into the messy “figuring it out” phase of my twenties, this job feels like my first big step forward—and I can’t wait to tell you how it’s going.

    Then, I pick up my anxiety journey where we left off, reflecting on the biggest mistake I made during my healing process, how the pandemic impacted my mental health, and coming to terms with the fact that I’ll never be the girl I was before depression. Finally, I share where I am now—the challenges I’m navigating and what this chapter of my mental health journey looks like.

    As always, I hope that by sharing my story, someone listening feels seen, heard, and just a little less alone. Tune in for part two of my anxiety lore, and let’s keep figuring it all out together. 💕

    Make sure to follow The Completely Clueless Podcast on TikTok, Instagram, and YouTube @completelycluelesspod 💖

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    48 mins
  • ep.118: clueless about my anxiety disorder and the path to healing

    ep.118: clueless about my anxiety disorder and the path to healing
    Dec 3 2024
    In this deeply personal episode of Completely Clueless, I’m opening up about my 15+ year journey with mental illness, sharing the raw and real moments that shaped me. From being diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder at 12 to leaving college during a depressive episode, I’m walking you through the highs, the lows, and everything in between.

    We’ll start with my early teen years, navigating the everyday struggles of middle school—puberty, body changes, and friendship drama. But for me, these experiences caused distress far beyond what most would consider typical, leading me to unhealthy ways of coping with my budding mental illness. I’ll unpack how being the “Golden Child” and living an all-or-nothing lifestyle shaped my struggles and how losing my cousin to his battle with mental illness changed my perspective forever. Finally, I’ll speak about my time in college, where my mental illness reached heights I had never experienced before, forcing me to finally confront my anxiety and depression head-on.

    If you’ve ever struggled with your mental health, this episode will remind you that you’re not alone—and that healing is never a straight line. Tune in for relatable insights, candid storytelling, and a safe space to feel seen and supported. Make sure to follow The Completely Clueless Podcast on TikTok, Instagram, and YouTube @completelycluelesspod 💖

    And for more of my personal adventures, follow me @sarahaliceliddy!
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    45 mins
  • ep.117: clueless about making friends, WICKED, and thanksgiving eve

    ep.117: clueless about making friends, WICKED, and thanksgiving eve
    Nov 26 2024
    What happens when a lifelong theatre kid walks out of the Wicked movie without feeling like her life has been "changed for good"? In this episode of The Completely Clueless Podcast, I’m sharing my honest (and maybe a little controversial) review of the highly anticipated Wicked movie—and why it left me feeling... conflicted.

    But that’s not all—we’re also getting real about the tougher stuff. I open up about my recent struggles with social anxiety, feeling disconnected, and the loneliness that’s been creeping in lately. As someone who’s finding it hard to make new friends post-grad, I’ve been questioning if I’m falling behind—and I can’t keep these feelings bottled up anymore.

    For my reality TV lovers, don’t worry—I’ve got something lighter for you! I’m diving into the new season of Love Island Australia (now streaming on Hulu), and let me tell you, I am OBSESSED. I’m spilling all my thoughts on the drama, love triangles, and everything in between.

    Grab your comfiest PJs, slap on a pimple patch (if needed), and join me for a cozy chat about pop culture, personal growth, and all the clueless moments that come with being a twentysomething.

    Make sure to follow The Completely Clueless Podcast on TikTok, Instagram, and YouTube @completelycluelesspod 💖

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    58 mins
  • ep.116: clueless about expensive pjs, emotionally avoidant men, and scandalous crushes

    ep.116: clueless about expensive pjs, emotionally avoidant men, and scandalous crushes
    Nov 19 2024
    Welcome to the debut episode of Clueless Column, a monthly advice series where my partner Olivia and I dive into your most anxiety-provoking life moments and help you find clarity when you're feeling totally clueless.

    In this episode, we tackle your burning questions about love, dating, relationships, and sexuality. But first, we spill our unfiltered thoughts on the viral PJ drama taking over TikTok and share the relationship lessons we’ve learned from bingeing season 6 of Gilmore Girls—Rory and Logan’s miscommunication is NOT the vibe.

    From double-texting anxiety to wondering if you should leave your partner for their best friend, we dive into juicy, relatable dilemmas with honest advice, lots of laughs, and a dash of tough love. If you’ve ever felt lost in the chaos of modern romance, this episode is your guide to finding clarity and confidence.

    TikTok Pajama Drama
    Sadly, my Skims PJs are sold out - but here they are in a dark wintergreen!
    Lesbian MasterDoc

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    59 mins
  • ep.115: clueless about the election, gilmore girls, and making dreams come true

    ep.115: clueless about the election, gilmore girls, and making dreams come true
    Nov 15 2024
    Did you know that being vulnerable and speaking your wildest dreams into existence is the first step to making them happen? At least, that’s what I believe! In today’s episode, I’m opening up about my biggest goals—spoiler alert: it involves turning this podcast into my full-time gig! I also share my thoughts on the election and why I voted for Kamala Harris. And, of course, I HAD to dive into my current obsession: re-watching Gilmore Girls—and let’s be real, Rory should’ve been a bisexual queen. Join me for some raw, honest talk about embracing your dreams, even when the future feels uncertain. It’s time to put it all out there—let’s make it happen together!

    Make sure to follow The Completely Clueless Podcast on TikTok, Instagram, and YouTube @completelycluelesspod 💖

    And for more of my personal adventures, follow me @sarahaliceliddy!
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    54 mins
  • ep.114: clueless about quitting my job, october theory, and mysterious packages

    ep.114: clueless about quitting my job, october theory, and mysterious packages
    Nov 7 2024
    This week, I’m sharing all the juicy details about the massive life changes I’ve gone through in the past month. From quitting my 9-to-5 job with zero backup plan to moving back home and even parting ways with my new therapist — I’m laying it all out. Plus, I’m diving into the mysterious Amazon packages my roommate started receiving and reading some of your incredible life updates that prove that October Theory is REAL. If you’re a twenty-something who’s been thinking about making a significant change but feels uncertain, this episode is for you! We might all feel a little lost with the whirlwind of transitions, but remember — we’re in this together. Tune in for some much-needed support, laughs, and a reminder that it’s okay to embrace the unknown.
    Make sure to follow The Completely Clueless Podcast on TikTok, Instagram, and YouTube @completelycluelesspod 💖

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    46 mins
  • ep.113: clueless about car accidents, what's in the rug, and moving back home

    ep.113: clueless about car accidents, what's in the rug, and moving back home
    Oct 22 2024
    What do you do when you get hit by a car while trying to grab takeout? My partner Olivia joins me this week to share their wild experience after a freak car accident. We also chat about the reality check of adulting as we rethink our plans to move in together and discuss the latest buzz about Chappelle Roan’s canceled concerts. Plus, we ponder the bizarre mystery of what was buried in that woman’s backyard rug. If you’re a twenty-something feeling clueless about life, love, and everything in between, this episode is for you!
    Make sure to follow The Completely Clueless Podcast on TikTok, Instagram, and YouTube @completelycluelesspod 💖
    And for more of my personal adventures, follow me @sarahalicelidddy!
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    45 mins