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  • Being Mean

  • A Memoir of Sexual Abuse and Survival
  • By: Patricia Eagle
  • Narrated by: Tavia Gilbert
  • Length: 10 hrs and 59 mins
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In this richly depicted story, told in vignettes relative to markers of age and experience, Patricia Eagle reveals the heartbreak and destruction of her sexual abuse, from age four to 13, by her father. A victim of her father’s anger and her mother’s complacency with his abusive behavior, Eagle uses dissociation and numbing in response to the abuse, and as a way to block her own sense of self.

How does a child confused by episodes of abuse come to know what is safe or unsafe, right or wrong, normal or abnormal? How does a young woman learn the difference between real love and a desire for sexual pleasure stimulated by abusive childhood sexual experiences? Careening through life, Eagle wonders how to trust others and, most importantly, herself. As a mature woman struggling to understand and live with her past, she remains earnest in her pursuit of clarity, compassion, and trust to build a stronger life.

Being Mean is about blocking sexual abuse memories, having them surface, then learning how to acknowledge and live with incomprehensible experiences in the healthiest ways possible.
©2019 Patricia Eagle (P)2019 Patricia Eagle
Biographies & Memoirs Dysfunctional Families Child Abuse
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it was ok

story was a bit long winded.
alot about her life but not enough about her childhood or issues about living with abuse.

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