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H Is For Hawk

By: Helen MacDonald
Narrated by: Helen MacDonald
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Summary

Winner of the 2014 Costa Book of the Year Award

Winner of the 2014 Samuel Johnson Prize.

Costa Biography Award Winner 2014

'In real life, goshawks resemble sparrowhawks the way leopards resemble housecats. Bigger, yes. But bulkier, bloodier, deadlier, scarier, and much, much harder to see. Birds of deep woodland, not gardens, they’re the birdwatchers’ dark grail.’

As a child Helen Macdonald was determined to become a falconer. She learned the arcane terminology and read all the classic books, including T. H. White’s tortured masterpiece, The Goshawk, which describes White’s struggle to train a hawk as a spiritual contest.

When her father dies and she is knocked sideways by grief, she becomes obsessed with the idea of training her own goshawk. She buys Mabel for £800 on a Scottish quayside and takes her home to Cambridge. Then she fills the freezer with hawk food and unplugs the phone, ready to embark on the long, strange business of trying to train this wildest of animals.

To train a hawk you must watch it like a hawk, and so gain the ability to predict what it will do next. Eventually you don’t see the hawk’s body language at all. You seem to feel what it feels. The hawk’s apprehension becomes your own. As the days passed and I put myself in the hawk’s wild mind to tame her, my humanity was burning away.’

Destined to be a classic of nature writing, H is for Hawk is a record of a spiritual journey - an unflinchingly honest account of Macdonald's struggle with grief during the difficult process of the hawk's taming and her own untaming. At the same time, it's a kaleidoscopic biography of the brilliant and troubled novelist T. H. White, best known for The Once and Future King.

It's a book about memory, nature and nation, and how it might be possible to try to reconcile death with life and love.

©2014 Helen MacDonald (P)2014 Random House Audiobooks
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This is a book worth buying for friends.

After listening to this book, it has moved me to want to have conversations with others on the different subjects & levels it covers. I've decided to buy more copies to give to my friends, with the hope that these conversation will happen.

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Lovely book, annoying narration

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The story really is lovely - charming, warm, thoughtful; MacDonald write beautifully. Sadly the narration hugely lets it down.

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The narration was simply too singsongy, which became irritating. I found it very difficult to focus in the story rather than her voice.

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Enjoyable

Thoroughly enjoyed this. Great journey and I learnt a lot too. Was a little disappointed that this was from an experienced falconer and not someone with less experience, but beautifully written and a great listen. Read very well too.

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enchanting

beautifully written and read. It soars and glides between hawks and human life. loved it

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A truly wonderful book

I heard about Helen after hearing her on Desert Island Discs just recently and wanted to know more about this book.
Woohhhh, I was not disappointed, having flown a Harris Hawk myself some years ago, so much of this story came back to me, her delivery is excellent and so heartfelt. I can see why this won so many accolades, it is a beautiful story written/told from the heart. She is a lady I would love to meet. Truly a book any nature lover will learn a lot from and one I will read again.

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Great book

Enjoyed this book so much thank you very much. Captured the listener like you where there walking along side. Captured the magic of one of the amazing creatures we share this existence with birds

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Lives up to the hype

I was hearing praise for this memoir from all quarters and finally gave in and spent a credit. It's a worthy winner of the Samuel Johnson Prize and all its other accolades- poetical, funny, mesmerising, full of insights and information. If you're looking for a book that seizes you by the lapels it might not be for you; it can be cool, standoffish, un-snuggly--a bit like its titular hawk. After the first hour I at least was completely hooked and it brought a rewarding mood of contemplation to my work week. Perfectly read by the author, who unlike many writers sounds like a professional reader (in fact, just realised to my surprise that it was read by the author, in writing this review!). Highly recommended for bookish lovers of nature.

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Beautifully written and read

An unusual autobiography which cleverly entwined three stories in one: the author's, the hawk's and that of T.E. White. There are fascinating insights into all three and the writing is beautifully sculpted. The author reads her book exceptionally well. At times, I found the self-analysis slightly irritating but this is a book I will remember and will enjoy talking to friends about.

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Brilliant narration and journey through grief

such a deeply felt and brilliantly read work by the author. And for me who did not even have a peripheral perception of Hawks and falconry, an inspiring education.

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Heartbreakingly beautiful

I haven't enjoyed a book this much for a long time and I suspect H is for Hawk will become part of the pantheon of my favourites ever. A sad, funny, uplifting story with some of the most evocative writing ('cappuccino samurai' is a sheer joy) - Helen Macdonald is a master craftsman and a superb narrator.

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