Against My Will
Groomed, trapped and abused. This is my true story of survival.
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Janine Cooper Marshall
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‘Asperger’s made me a prisoner in my own home. When I finally entered the real world, evil was waiting.’
A shocking true account of one girl’s harrowing journey to survival.
Sophie Crockett spent most of her childhood suffering from crippling anxiety. Diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome, she became a virtual prisoner in her own home, afraid to venture outside. After battling with depression, eating disorders and self-harm, Sophie had the courage to re-enter society in her late teens.
She was just 17 when she fell prey to ST, a violent bully who exploited her vulnerability and cruelly assumed complete coercive control over her life. He kept Sophie captive and refused to leave her alone; fed her, bathed her, even escorted her to the toilet. Sophie endured countless tirades of mental and physical abuse, kept as his sex slave while he repeatedly threatened to kill her.
She was convinced it was the end. But through her bravery, and with little help from the authorities, Sophie was able to escape.
This is her story.
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- sarah
- 25-09-20
Sad and Heartbreaking. but worth the listen.
narrator was amazing.
story very sad sometimes hard to listen.
The world needs to be aware of what is happening behind closed doors.
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- Tracy Davies
- 20-05-22
very good book bit hard to listen to in places
very good book this story writer went into great detail to explain what happened to her. it's quite Hard to listen too but it's good to know how well she is now
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- QueenMama32
- 22-08-20
Hard to hear!!
Well written and very well read. The things that happened to this woman are horrendous and hard to hear at some points. a story of a true survivor. i will Sophie all the luck and Love In the world xx
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- mrs maureen cunnington
- 02-09-21
Excellent
I hope your story can give courage and hope to many👍it has taken courage to put pen to paper to share your ordeal
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- Denise green
- 10-03-21
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really enjoyed your courage
losing star broke my heart , so glad I chose this book
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- Ria McTaggart
- 21-01-22
Amazing Young Woman Story
Loved it. Such a heartbreaking but powerful strength while dealing with her own mental health. Sophie is so inspiring and the torture you had to indure was horrendous... also you are so right about the justice system failing so many victims of abuse.
Also love the narrator so easy to listen too
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- Amazon Customer
- 19-04-20
Excellent
It was very hard to listen to at times But I listen to the whole thing in two days I couldn’t stop. What a very brave young girl I wish you all the best Sophie.
It gave me an insight as to why women stay with these men.
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- karen
- 15-01-21
sad story with a happy ending
such a sad story but an amazing ending i wish i could of spoke out like you did even now i find it really hard to talk about things thank you for sharing your story
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- L fry
- 23-06-20
Against my will
I absolutely admire Sophie Crockett for writing this book. The strength she found to tell her story will hopefully help her carry on with her life and be happy.
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- Anthea
- 16-01-25
Real insight into the Aspergers mindset.
As an older sister to a person on the autism spectrum, I can confirm that had she fall into the wrong hands, this is exactly how she thinks and behaves. Thinking that people will change for the better and she really does not see harm in people if they are nice to her.
This is a very spiritual story as well; dabbling with tarot cards etc opens up your spiritual world to demonic spirits I believe.
When she said at the end of the story, “please God help me”…I knew that at that point her prayers would be answered. Because that was the only time she asked for God help.
To think an innocent, young vulnerable woman went through this is horrific.
For me, the narration was sometimes irritating to listen to sometimes, because of the typically weak sounding female voice .. which was not how I saw Sophies character, albeit she was vulnerable. .
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